Tuesday, April 28, 2026

gingerbread in July

Well, here it is. End of April. Last year, at this time, I was either running or still training for the Rose Bowl Half, which had been rescheduled due to the wildfires in Pasadena, and I remember thinking I did not like this. I do not like training for half a month after a marathon. This year, I got to rest my legs and my immune system.

I've been following the Fit4Mom 5k training plan A, which is just to finish a 5k. It's very accessible. Following a training plan was a great way to set goals without too much pressure. And coming up here is the Miyagithon by Jed and Ted's excellent races. I think I'm going to do the Cobra Kai 5Kai, which is the distance that is listed on the training plan that I've been following. I haven't registered yet.

I wanted to wait to register until I could see how the training cycle went. Just to see if I felt more like a 5k, 10k, or half. But honestly, with the amount of miles I've been putting in, I'm only following the 5k plan. So it's okay to just do the 5k and call it good. I was reading somewhere that underestimating the 5k is a common thing runners do. Some people feel that a 5k is a distance you can do with no training, and that's a myth.

https://riseandrunpodcast.com/ep-238

https://www.instagram.com/rundisneydpt?igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

One factor in this training cycle has been the sickness that I got after the marathon. We've been having kind of a lot of stomach blues. I had stomach flu in February. Right before the marathon. We've had another round of it now in April. And of course, that complicates training a little bit, because it's hard to stay hydrated. It's hard to stay on top of electrolytes. It's hard to eat. And your body is spending a lot of energy trying to fight the virus.

Another thing that's kind of been happening is my period has been either late or early the last 2 cycles. Additionally, I've been having just a ton of pain in my feet. And I started thinking, well, if I'm having pain in my feet, maybe I just need to run less or whatever, maybe it's just something that I'm doing, that's making this painful. But now I'm also having the pain in other joints, like my shoulders, my neck, my back, my wrists, my hips, my knees. So it's like just systemic inflammation and joint pain, and I definitely. I think it's related to perimenopause. And it's so frustrating because I want to exercise in order to feel good in my body. And I do feel good in my body. I can't say that I don't.

I've been doing a little bit more cross-training than usual. I've been doing Naughty Girl fitness. I've been doing a little bit of Run Fit Mama, Royal Core 4.0. And it's helped me notice some imbalances, asymmetries, and areas of weakness.

It is easy to overlook imbalances, asymmetries, and areas of weakness if all you're doing is running while neglecting your strength training. But I have to say it is very discouraging to have such a large degree of joint pain. Like from the moment I wake up, and my feet hit the floor. I almost can't walk to the bathroom. Today I had trouble hooking my bra because my wrists and my shoulder were hurting. Do I need to go back to my doctor for my annual physical? Yes. But I'm just kind of emotionally bracing myself for her to just say, "No, there's nothing we can do." And that's all!

I'll be honest, not every run feels like flying. I rely on music to keep me moving. But today I listened to a podcast. It feels like running with a friend. Episodes 84 and 85 helped me feel gratitude for a body that moves, however cranky and slow. How different seasons of life have different motivations. How important it is to be flexible regarding your training plan. There is no such thing as a perfect training cycle, especially when you're a mom.

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/ep-84-running-a-marathon-in-residency-finding/id1765429588?i=1000762383534

I titled this blog post "gingerbread in July" because that's how crunchy and stale my joints feel.

Monday, April 13, 2026

spa time

At what point are you an enabler because you can't stand conflict? Do you allow your partner to want for nothing at your expense? Do you cancel your own free time to pick up the slack around the house? How would your life be different if you weren't running on constant burnout? What if your body battery was charged to 80% or 100% instead of hovering around 5%? What would it feel like to put your own rest and recovery as the family's #1 priority? Welcome to spa time!

I've had a great time showing my boy what spa time means to me. We do a nice, relaxing foot bath, followed by compression boots, and then a moisturizing leg and foot massage. Sometimes we take a relaxing bath, which involves bubble bath, aromatherapy, epsom salt, soothing music, or ocean sounds, and low light.

These I gave away because I didn't like the musk smell
  • Polynesian: sun-lit palms, calypso citrus, wild hibiscus, teakwood, island fruit, warm musk, and white sands
  • Sea Salt + H2O: sea salt, water, lotus, wild rose, sea moss, warm musk, teakwood
  • Orleans Resort: jasmine, violet, gardenia, lemon zest, dry down of vanilla

I've been incorporating more Naughty Girl fitness into my training program. I did yoga twice in the last week, and it's been nice. I feel like my body has been crying out for escape, spending money, travel, and distraction. So in response, I've been doing things to calm my nerves. Sometimes it's not about running away from your problems; it's about doing something right here at home to take care of yourself so that your problems don't seem so bad. On Mar 30, I wrote, "Running is just one part of a balanced diet. Other types of movement are good too."

I planned three dance-related events:

  • Thursday, Apr 30, Party Like a Mother, Woodland Hills
  • Saturday, May 2, Naughty Girl IRL, Burbank
  • Saturday, May 9, Dance your way to health, Tarzana

I guess I didn't post much in late March or early April. It shows how underwater I have been feeling. I was kind of drowning. I got sick right after the marathon, and I haven't been 100% well since. Yes, my wounds have healed, but I've had a runny nose that hasn't stopped. Like when I run, I'm blowing my nose all the time. Snot rockets! Maybe that's why I am craving spa time and self-care activities now. And we're heading into Month of Mama 2026.

Finally, I can share that I've been planning and hosting a series of events for professors on using AI productively in ways that positively impact students. So far, I have completed 6 out of 8. It is taking up all of my free time and then some. On Mar 31, I wrote, "I have not worked this hard in 10 years. I haven't felt this stressed about money in 10 years. AND I haven't felt this happy and satisfied with my family life and household members in 10 years." So it's been a weird school year. To feel like I am working my fingers to the bone, yet have so little spending power, and feel so happy being a mom.

  • Feb 9 - Study Skills - 0 attendees
  • Feb 23 - Letters of Recommendation - 2 attendees
  • Mar 9 - Active Learning - 5 attendees
  • Mar 23 - Accessibility - 3 attendees
  • Mar 30 - Anonymous Feedback - 3 attendees
  • Apr 6 - Transparent Assignments - 2 attendees
  • Apr 20 - Early Alerts
  • May 4 - Student AI Panel
It's been wild planning this workshop series for the College of Science and Math. It's an interdisciplinary audience, to a certain extent, within a narrow window. I'm not sure whether the topics have resonated with the departments I'm trying to serve. I'm not sure these slides will be reusable learning objects. I know I have two participants with three-peat attendance. The content was worthwhile enough to bring them back again. I've been working nights and weekends to create it. And there hasn't been one female attendee yet.