Friday, September 25, 2026

fall morning musings

Sorry for the brain dump. I have no time to edit this into a more coherent post. But I do think it's important to check in on how training is going. We're post-liminal space now. We're "in season." I've been relying on B-vitamins and ginseng to give me the energy to get through semester weeks 4 and 5. I'm starting to really look forward to the Mission Inn Run.

Decorative border around diplomas mounted above my computer in my office at work

9/14 Morning run routine and motivation for consistent workouts

Good morning, runners of the world. I'm now here, it's a Monday morning. My feet are already hurting. This workout is kind of questionable. Don't know if I should be doing this right now. But I'm up. My husband woke me up. I'm ready to get my workout in and get on with my day. It's not a big deal, right?

People everywhere get up, do a workout, and get on with their day. I try to keep it simple. Follow the training plan. I trust the training plan. Sometimes life gets in the way. My son has been saying every food tastes like something else. Cucumbers taste like lime. Blueberries taste like dirt. I'm pretty convinced it's the sickness that we're dealing with. And as usual, my husband got it really bad. I'm in denial. And our child is just turning into a tiny Tasmanian devil. Because he doesn't know what to do with himself. He's sick and tired, and he's just running on adrenaline.

I don't know what I'm doing. I do know. I'm okay. Doing my little warm-up here. I'm getting my heart rate up walking up a big hill. I know how to do this. I trust my body. I trust my instincts. Although, my instincts today told me I just need to stretch, and not do a workout, but here we are.

At least the weather's kind of nice, 66°. I'll take that. Better than it has been. One morning last week it was 80 degrees at this time, so 66 feels nice. I felt really good after yesterday's run. I felt a lot of positive vibes. Which is why I decided to go out today.

I did my first upper body workout with my friend, Erik. That was good. I'm not that sore. I feel like I did something, I really did. I did something different. I did something brave. I did something that I would normally not do. And I'm okay. I don't feel so sore that I would never do it again. I will do it again. I will do it again. I will do it every Saturday. I will put it into my schedule. Do it. I gotta take a closer look at Coach David's plan.

I am at the top of this hill. Keep going. I tried to listen to a podcast, but it didn't really inspire me today. So I'll probably listen to music. Catch you next time.

9/22 Recovery and training routine after illness and donation

It's a good morning, it's a good morning to not get hit by a car. Hopefully these cars stop, they have a red light. You just never know with people, but I'm here, I'm out here training.

It's 24 weeks till the marathon. And despite all the foot issues that I've been having, I figured out that I just need to sleep with my feet in a flexed position. And that has helped greatly. Yesterday at work, my feet were feeling really good. Of course, I didn't run yesterday, but I'm gonna try a run today. See how that tracks.

I've had a lot going on in the past two weeks with my foot issues. We got sick. We got the flu. We've got diarrhea, nausea. I couldn't heal properly, I'm so tired. And this weekend, I donated blood. So we're gonna see how we feel going into the Bimbo race this weekend. Do a little couple laps around the Rose Bowl just for funzies.

I kind of switched up Monday and Tuesday. My husband got a little agitated by that. He likes it when I do my rest day on Tuesday. I wrote about how I felt like I was in a liminal space. A liminal space between 2 training plans. At the end of summer, the beginning of school, I almost feel like I'm probably in the groove of school. I don't say I'm thriving yet, but starting to get some traction. Trying to figure out what I can do. What I can do comfortably. And not have a total body breakdown. Because we want to train productively. My husband reminded me I usually find my groove mid-semester, like week 8 or 10 and then the semester ends. And I get a whole new schedule. And then it's chaos again.

By training, we want to cause adaptations in our body that lead to greater fitness. And what we don't want to do is break down to the point where we can't go on. I don't know how, but I was kind of there. If your body's not recovering, then you're just digging a deeper and deeper hole. Can't rest your way out of it. Can't eat your way out of it.

I've added on some other recovery things. I try to do it every single night. Magnesium foot soak and athlete's foot cream (1% clotrimazole NOT tolnaftate). Foam roll a bit. A little bit more on the muscle scraping right now to remove adhesions. I'm putting a lot more time and energy into recovery now. But it is pushing bedtime back by 30 minutes.

9/24 LARR Coach's call

What is 80/20 for runners? 80% low intensity, 20% high intensity. But that's not the perfect plan for everyone. It is what is used in Coach David's Level 4 plan for the LA Marathon.

As you age, you need to go down a level because you have less growth hormone. Level 1 is for age 70. Level 5 is for someone in their 20s. It has nothing to do with experience.

Run so slow that you're bored. So that you need company. That is your easy pace. Easy = fat-burning, aerobic, zone 2. MRP = zone 3, could maintain this pace forever. T-pace raises the pace at which you still can use fat as a fuel source. R-pace is neurological, engaging fast-twitch muscles.

Speed, volume, hills all increase the risk of injury. Fartlek is Swedish for speed play. Choosing a random object and going fast to get to it. Something you can see.

Morning & evening runs are the best. If we could all do it. On the same day. To increase volume efficiently. You can do 30 minutes in the morning. Then eat protein to rebuild muscle. Take a nap. Do some body work (massage). Then run again in the evening. Break it up if you can. That's what the pros do.

Why is the training plan in minutes rather than miles? Your body knows heart rate. It doesn't know miles. It knows time spent in anaerobic. You don't need to rely on an expensive heart rate monitor. You can just pay attention to your breathing.

Key Takeaways

I think based on what Coach was saying, and this was one of the questions I was going to ask him, if I got injured following the level 3 plan for the Santa Monica Classic, which plan should I follow for the marathon? I think he said that if you get injured, drop back to level 1. 

Coach also said that as you get older, you may need more strength training than what is written in the plan. He said if you're Travis Kelce and you're already built like a truck, you might not need more exercises that build muscle. But if you're frail, with less muscle tissue, then you might need more strength training than what is in the training plan.

Even with all these setbacks, I only completely skipped 1 training session. The other days, I inserted stretching or yoga or walking. It took me 2 weeks to reach out to my sister and ask for help. Why am I so stubborn? haha! Next time I'll try to reach out sooner.

Thank you to summer me who decided to order new shoes. I went through all my shoes and did a test to see if they would bend easily. Even though they're new, the Ghost 17 and Glycerin 22 bend so easily. But thankfully, the Ghost Max 2 does not. I kept preferring to run in the Ghost Max 2 but I didn't really know why. So I bought two more pairs from Amazon. Amazingly I have 3 pairs of shoes that I can rotate and I wear the running shoes during the day while teaching. So I don't have any dedicated running shoes, at the moment. But at least I am getting the plantar faschiitis under control.

Thursday, September 24, 2026

big guns

 


I finally had my appointment with a menopause-informed OB/GYN that I got a referral to from my primary doctor. 

He said Lo-Loestrin is great for managing perimenopause symptoms; that's what his wife took during that time.

He said the estrogen and progesterone dose in Lo-Loestrin is 4 times what you would get if you were prescribed HRT. So it's actually stronger.

He suggested I get an A1C measurement. I called my primary doctor to order that test for LabCorp. They'll email me the form.

He said he wants to see me again in 6 months for a check-up. So I guess that would be after the marathon.

He said it sounds like I'm doing everything right, and getting older just sucks.

He said not to worry about the heterogeneous uterus.

I went to Planet Fitness by myself and did the strength-training circuit my friend Erik showed me. I can see myself getting into a routine where I do that every week.

After one cycle of birth control pills, I did notice a significantly lighter period. During the placebo time, hot flashes and brain fog return. Irritability and itchy feet are back. And hair loss returns without estrogen supplementation. I noticed that after just 2 days on placebo.

I feel like my plantar fasciitis is actually getting better. I'm sleeping in hiking boots every night. I'm scraping my muscles before bed every night. I'm taking naproxen and ibuprofen in high doses both morning and night.

I also had time to make a new video for RunClub!

Tuesday, September 22, 2026

all the time in the world

If I had all the time in the world, I would write molecular stories for all these molecules

Paxlovid aka nirmatrelvir-ritonavir (antiviral)
Tamiflu aka oseltamivir (antiviral)
Empagliflozin (diabetes medication) aka Jardiance
Metformin (diabetes medication)
Lipitor (atorvastatin)
LMNT (electrolyte supplement)
Klaron aka sodium sulfacetamide (antibacterial treatment for rosacea)
Azelaic acid (treatment for rosacea)
Tolnaftate (antifungal)
Clotrimazole (antifungal)
Picaridin also known as icaridin (insect repellent)
Metofluthrin (insect repellent)
Citronellal (insect repellent)
Allethrin (insecticide)
Aesculin (a toxic component of buckeye)
Phentermine (weight loss drug)
Oxytocin (the trust and bonding hormone)
Prazosin (alpha1-receptor antagonist for treatment of migraine headaches)
Guaifenesin (expectorant)
Diindolylmethane (DIM) as a nutritional supplement to enhance performance in female athletes, and also indole-3-carbinol, a related compound
N-benzyl-hexadecanamide in Lepidium meyenii (adaptogen)
withaferin A in Withania somnifera (adaptogen)
Ganoderol B in Ganoderma lucidum (adaptogen)
Fluoxetine (SSRI) aka Prozac
Citalopram (SSRI) aka Celexa
Sertraline (SSRI) aka Zoloft
Paroxetine (SSRI) aka Paxil
Escitalopram (SSRI) aka Lexapro
venlafaxine hydrochloride (SSRI) aka Effexor
Duloxetine (SSRI) Cymbalta
Alprazolam aka Xanax (tranquilizer)
anandamide (molecule responsible for runner’s high)
Jardiance (empagliflozin)
Allegra (Fexofenadine) http://bitchonabike.blogspot.com/2018/01/insomnia-part-ii.html
Zyrtec (cetirizine)
Claritin (loratadine)
Misoprostil
Creatine
Pepsid (famotidine) http://bitchonabike.blogspot.com/2017/01/sour-stomach.html
sitagliptin (Januvia)
Benadryl (Diphenhydramine)
Ashwagandha
Melatonin
Estroven = Soy isoflavones 60 mg + 56 mg+ Black cohosh 40 mg + CQR-300
BCAA (branched-chain amino acids)
MCT powder 6 g + Lactobacillus 1.5 B CFU
Collagen 10 g
Blood pressure-lowering medication (Diuretics, Beta-blockers, ACE inhibitors, Angiotensin II receptor blockers, Calcium channel blockers, Alpha blockers, Alpha-2 receptor agonists, Vasodilators)
  • Olmesartan (blood pressure lowering, angiotensin receptor blocker)
  • Nebivolol (blood pressure lowering, beta-blocker)

Wednesday, September 9, 2026

liminal space

I have to remind myself that it's okay to be in the liminal space right now. The training plan I was following from LA Road Runners is in a taper week, this is race week, the race is on Sunday.

The marathon is 26 weeks away, and my coach has not published the marathon training plan yet. So I just need to chill.

Plus, my feet really hurt. I didn't realize my August mileage was 189% of my July miles. Too much too soon, and now I'm injured.

I was in such a hurry to get back to training after a long break (March, April, May, June) that I just overdid it. I pushed through nagging pain and little colds when I should have followed a periodization schedule.

I'm always quick to blame hormones for everything now, but I think this was overtraining. The mesocycle I used was 9-weeks without a deload until the last week. I followed level 3 intensity, which included a lot of speedwork. It was just the wrong training plan for me, especially since I'm not even running the Santa Monica Classic this year.

A mesocycle (meso block) is a medium-term training block that typically lasts 3 to 6 weeks. It is a core component of periodization, designed to target a specific physical adaptation—like building muscular endurance, increasing peak strength, or practicing race-specific pacing.

An endurance runner training for a marathon (like the Chicago Marathon) will typically use 4-week mesocycles to safely layer on mileage and intensity without burning out.

Macrocycle (Large): Your overarching, long-term goal. This is the entire 12-to-20 week training plan leading up to your goal race day.

Mesocycle (Medium): The specific 3-to-6 week blocks inside that plan (e.g., a "Base Building" block, a "Peak Intensity" block, or a "Taper" block).

Microcycle (Small): A single week of training. It focuses on daily details like a Tuesday speed session, a Thursday tempo run, and a Sunday long run.

The Structure of a Mesocycle

A standard 4-week training block uses a step-loading pattern to safely challenge the body and allow it to recover:

Week 1 (Intro): Moderate volume and intensity to introduce the body to the block's specific focus.

Week 2 (Overload): Increased volume or intensity to push the body past its current comfort zone.

Week 3 (Peak): The hardest week of the block, maximizing stress to trigger physical adaptation.

Week 4 (Deload): Drastically reduced volume (often by 30-40%) to allow the body to repair, absorb the training, and get stronger for the next block.

So what am I doing now that an injury has happened? Besides crying because I wish I had a coach to tell me what to do, I am backing off. Limiting my movement to only what is essential to my life, my commute, and my job(s). 

JIEJUNJIE Vibrating Peanut 
Massage Ball for Plantar Fasciitis, 4-Speed Portable Massage Roller for Foot, Neck, Back, and Body - Deep Tissue Myofascial Release Mobility Ball Muscle Relaxer (Black)

I am wearing compression socks.

I am substituting yoga and other stretching and strength routines for running miles. Still keeping the time set aside, but doing lower impact activities.

I tossed two pairs of shoes that weren't supportive enough two weeks ago.

Advice from Dr. Stephanie Hamersky

My sister said, "Go for it. You do not have to stop running. You can keep running because movement is good. And you're not going to do more damage by running on it."

And she gave me some very concrete tips for addressing the injury and healing it. And I started putting those steps into practice. And It's feeling better. So all is not lost.

I don't even know why I'm crying. Maybe relief. Maybe I'm relieved.

When you're in a training cycle, it's easy to get hung up on the numbers and metrics. Our phones, our smartwatches, oops accidentally forgot my watch. All of our devices give us so much data now, and it's easy to obsess about the data. I was looking at a graph of my paces and yeah, just as I suspected, as I felt, my paces are trending down down down, I'm getting slower and slower, but that's okay, I'm getting older.

It's easy to assign some value to those numbers. But it's not helpful.

You are still a runner. You're still a runner. If you have a running practice, if you have a running routine, if you lace up and go out the door, and put some miles on your feet, you're a runner, absolutely! And you don't have to get faster and faster, you don't have to constantly be making gains. You don't have to be on a trajectory of constant improvement.

Sometimes, you try a different training plan. And the training plan fails you, even if you stick to it to the best of your abilities. We all stumble. We all stumble, we hit a stumbling block and that is a true test of your character.

How do you respond to that? How do you recover from a little stumble? My identity has become centered around running, being a mother runner. To such an extent that when I'm encountering resistance, when I'm feeling pain in my feet, when I'm feeling injured, instead of just quitting, my instinct said, "reach out to your coach." And I did, and I got some advice, and I'm following that advice.

And I'm feeling more optimistic now. I was feeling kind of down. I mean, I was not feeling optimistic before I talked with my sister. I was feeling like this whole training cycle is screwed. I had gone so far down the rabbit hole that I thought, "I'm not gonna be able to complete the marathon or the marathon training cycle. I probably won't do another marathon after this." I mean, I was really Putting the kibosh on the whole thing, for the future, for infinity of time, that's how bummed I was. My sister said, just double down on your ibuprofen, you're taking it. Warm up adequately, so you don't do more damage. Do some rehab before bed. Simple stuff, it's not rocket science. It does require some additional planning and care. And believe me, I wanted to skip it last night. I wanted to go to bed or chill watching TV. But I did it any3ay.

It's not a big deal, but just a little workout. 4 minutes run, 2 minutes walk, repeat 4 times. I'm switching from LA Road Runner's plan to Fit4Mom 10k plan.

I'm just gonna start on the easy day, the easier free day. For the 10k trading plan, I'm on week 2. I'm getting ready for the Bimbo Global Race 10k and Mission Inn Run 10k. So I see 10k's in my future. The training cycle is not ruined. I have a plan. And I'm feeling optimistic again. And I'm at the end of my warm up here. So I'm gonna just get into it.